Breathe In Me.

She lay beside me,heavy on drugs,soundly asleep.
It was so perfectly silent around that i could hear her breathing without any agitation.
it was still dark and it was very cold,both inside and outside the room.
i was lying very close to her,her scented hair were tantalizing my nostrils.her flawless skin,so perfectly firm and shining and fresh as if that of a baby.
i went ahead and kissed her on her lips.she had the most beautiful lips .i remember how they used to tremble whenever i touched them with my fingers and sometimes with my own lips.
she lay there,peacefully,a smile spread on her lips.i knew she was dreaming about us.me and herself.
she always wanted to have a baby because when she leaves,she wanted me to have a part of her ,always but she couldn't concieve.
her blouse was open and i could see the very part of her.
she was beautiful.
i could see the huge scar she had on her chest..it was of the last operation she had had,two weeks back.she'll have to undergo many more in the future and she wanted to get rid of the pain and so she just wanted to die with out undergoing all that.
the vermillion along the parting-line of hair ,deep red,made her look like a new-bride even after four years of marriage.
but it was all about to end.
not for me,but for the world .